woooo hooo~!
hello everyone... hahahk.. been a very long time since i updated my blog.. lazy laaaa.. nothing much has been happening.. same story everytime.. hahahk.. i'm bored.. cant sleep after sahur.. nothing to do.. theres also nothing on tv! not even kids central.. aiya.. i dont know what to write about.. braindead.. ok, not dead.. not functioning well? nemind... starting to talk crap.. hmm.. hmmm.. hmmmm... update some other time yah! khekhekhekhe... cheers!

bear
Thursday, November 4, 2004 07:46 a.m.

whoa!!
hello everyone...its been a long time since i'd updated my blog..sorry uh for those who came and have to read the same things...anw, next week is N Levels..feeling the heat right now..last yr, when i have a paper tomorrow, today i'd be sitting in front of the comp the whole day..isk, i'm studying each and everyday now..hope my hard work would be paid off and i'd be able to take my O's next yr in sch...thats all for now..i'll be updating more when i have the time...cheers!

bear
Saturday, October 2, 2004 05:17 p.m.

Anything
hello people! its been a very very looooong time since i've updated, i'm in school now having my art and taking this opportunity to update my blog. Anyways, life has been fun this holidays and schools's starting next wednesday, its about time though as the holidays is like too long for me.Basically what i did was rot at home, or hang out with my friends or go out with my mum.

Well, this sunday, its Licensed 2 Revolution 4!! woohoo~ its been a long time since i went to a gig, and i hope this gig would be a blast..i'm soo going to enjoy myself and hope that i wake up for school the next day.Hmm, it seems that i don't know what else to update about..so i think i shall stop here..thanks to those who tagged an keep on tagging even if i don't update..thats all for now..cheers!

bear
Friday, June 25, 2004 10:26 a.m.

Try
hello peeps! been a few weeks since i've updated...my comp's down, currently using my bro's lappy to update secretly..anyways, life has been quite ok..same old thing, mid-yr is over...um, i did quite well i guess..only failed humanities which i so so so not interested in..well, i hope everyone is fine..good luck to those taking their MT O's this coming monday..and um, i'll try to update more owrite..and thx to those who tagged me, although i can't reply..till next time, take care everyone..do say hi if you people happen to see me outside or something..cheers!

bear
Thursday, May 27, 2004 04:37 p.m.

Hello There...
hello everyone..its been a long long time since i've updated my blog..have been lazy to update, but i won't neglect my blog..lots of things happened lately, lets start with school, hmm...exams starting this thursday and i just found out sec 3 syllabus is included in the exam...sheesh, this years sports day is cancelled..its changed to heats day, where the events go on without the whole school turning up for that heats day, but only competitors..well then, lets go to friends...my friends have been great, only that lately idiots have been talking shit behind my back..i've got no time to take care of this business..let them say what they want to..and then, family...hmm, had been havings problems..a few misunderstandings here and there..lastly, love...i'm confused..to be or not to be in love, that is the question...nyahahahaha~! thats it for now..i MAY be on hiatus till after exams..i'vegot to study, i just have to..take care everyone..cheers!

bear
Monday, May 3, 2004 05:45 p.m.

Hope...
well hello there...been erm, a few days since i blogged..hmm, spent the whole of yesterday at home..so damn bored..watched tv, listen to songs, chat, eat and etc...yesterday night, while i was sleeping...i suddenly got this bad headache at erm, 4+ am...sheesh, went to puke about 5-6 times..even after eating 2 panadols to reduce the headache..weird, this never occured to me before..sudden headache while sleeping? strange...

well today, woke up at 11+, usual timing when i don't have classes on saturdays, anyways...woke up, bathed, ate breakfast, then started to clean the house...vacuumed and mopped the house, and later i've got to wash the fans...getting dustier and dustier everyday...then! i hope i can go out...but i'm broke..i've got coins, but surely i can't survive a whole day with only a few coins..or maybe i can? we'll see...just hope i'll get to go out..thats it for now, may be updating again tonight? maybe...cheers!

bear
Saturday, April 10, 2004 01:51 p.m.

Err...
hey there everyone...haven't been updating much..hmm, nothing new..living life as usual...Same Routine Everyday...school's fine, i guess...i need to buck up on my studies...planning to make my very own timetable..from after school till its time to sleep...i have to discipline myself..won't want to waste another year..friends, as usual..friends talking behind my back..friends ignoring me because of girls..sheesh..lotsa problems..but, everytime i go to school..all my problems would disappear when i look at this special someone..hahaha! right..i'm not interested in love, at least not now..

hmm...i tink thats it for now..my entries seems to more and more boring...but what the heck, its mine! nyahahaha~!

bear
Monday, April 5, 2004 08:42 p.m.

Idiotic Cops!
hey ho everybody!..haven't been updating my blog...was kinda busy this week..anyways, the Vibes 2 gig yesterday was fun...met jup at boon lay then proceeded to jurong east to meet shamiyah and mai..and then to kallang....

reached there at abt 4+..met fad,asyraf,alliff and more at the gig...enjoyed the bands..the Oi! bands were great..as well as the punkrock bands..waited a long time for pop whizzee to skank..was fun but my shoes were really dirty after skanking cos we skank on the grass with hardened muds? i tink so..anyway, 2 mins late didn't get to perform cos the cops came in..i don't get it..why do they have to ruin gigs? there were no fights and the place was far far away from residents..i guess they just have nothing else better to do..well, i suggest they go raid the clubs like sparks and nab all those underaged mats and minahs..

thats it for now..i hope the cops don't ruin more gigs in future..esp. nurul's gig..she organise gigs with great bands..cheers!

bear
Sunday, March 28, 2004 06:17 p.m.

. . . .
hello there..haven't been updating much..reason is: busy,lazy,and my comp was down and now its up...ok so things have been going out fine..didn't go anywhere the whole week of the hols accept for yesterday...went to sentosa for the beach soccer challenge..woke up at 5.30..met the guys at 6.30, or supposed to..i was punctual, haha..serious..waited for a few minutes and khai came..then ikhsan then taufiq..and the latest was fahmie..keypad lock hotmail dot com betol...alwaes late, ALWAYS..he came at 7.20, sheesh!..anw, headed to harbourfront int. by bus and met hafiz,adli and azri...went straight to sentosa..reached the siloso beach and registered..got ourselves a free t-shirt,PUMA, woo~

we won all 3 games in the first round which brought us to the 2nd round..we lost in the 2nd round because of a mistake the referee made, which is a knockout round, losers go out!..but it was ok..we surely enjoyed ourselves..then we went to swim at pahlawan beach..played soccer and all..and i had cramps..bad bad bad cramps while swimming..sheesh!...luckily i didn't drown and tall enuff to tiptoe to shore..haha..so i'm not going anywhere today..just gonna stay home and rest because school starts tomorrow and i don't know wether i have homeworks..thats all for now..

bear
Sunday, March 21, 2004 02:54 p.m.

Been A Long Time...
hello there everyone..its been a relly long time since i've updated my blog..been busy lately..coming home late or comp's being used by my bro..anyways, school has been fun..life is as usual..hmm, not much plans for the hols..maybe going to johor with frens this coming thurs..and confirmed going to sentosa this coming saturday for the beach soccer..and oh! tomorrow's the west zone soccer finals, Dunearn Sec vs Hong Kah Sec..wish us luck..i hope we win the finals tomorrow then we'll make it a history of dunearn..haha..well erm, love? sheesh..i like someone rite now..but she has a bf who is out of town now..i don't know wether to get involved in r'ships..or not?..i don't know..if i do..i hope it won't affect my studies..thats it for now...byee!!

bear
Sunday, March 14, 2004 09:28 p.m.

Been a Long Time...
hello everyone..i'm back, but not my comp...my comp's dead..so i'm updating this using my bro's comp since he's out..nothing much have been happening...school's ok..life is as usual..full of ups and downs..had been busy with the school's west zone soccer tournaments...we won all games in the first round..this week was our second round..won 2 out of three games..the last game was a tight match..we won 2-0...the other was a sore loser...after the game..big fights broke out..gonna play in the semi-finals next week in bt gombak stadium...but, not sure when and what time..we have to win all the game to play in the finals..so, thats it for now..my bro's back...update as soon as possible..byee!

bear
Friday, February 27, 2004 10:56 p.m.

Semalam dan Hari Ini
hello..just came back from school and i'm bored so i decided to update abt Semalam dan Hari Ini..yesterday, we won the game against West Spring Sec 3-1..scorers were Farhan,Anil and our super sub, Hanafi..it was the best goal of the day by Hanafi..then, someone said she wanted to come down to watch the match but she didn't..isk~

today is a boring day for me but with a little enjoyments, ahaha...got back my bio and chem test papers..and i passed! weeEEEeeeee~! passed bio like i never passed before..the marks weren't like what i used to get..but i'd still need to buck up on chem although i passed..so happy~

and so, this saturday is valentine's day :( ..i don't have any date, haiz..the day is coming up real fast..i'm gonna check out whether there's a gig on that day, if there is i'll go..if there isn't then i'll just stay home..UNLESS! someone wants to date me...chey chey chey, tak malu pei budak, sape nak date kau, tinggi mcm galah, muka mcm padang golf, harapkan taik lalat je...akhakhakhakha!..sheesh~..that's it for now uh..blogg again some other time...bye!

bear
Tuesday, February 10, 2004 05:13 p.m.

Yesterday and Today Part 3
ok alright i'm gonna make this a fast one..yesterday was a tiring day for me..well, not SO..but still tiring, had to wake up early on a saturday morning for the school's cross country..woke up, this that and reached school as per normal..then blablabla and it was time to run..me and the boys didn't run..we walked throughout the whole cross country..had fun walking with all the jokes..then after the run, or rather, walk..we had to go to the hall for the prize presentation..me and the boys again went up to the back of the gallery and sat on the big mattress..it was really really fun..we moshed,bodyslam,wrestle on the big mattress while te prize presentation was on..well, the person who got injured most was me..i don't know why but the boys said i was like high, like when someone takes ecstacy..but i didn't..NO DRUGS for me unless prescribed by the doctor..after the whole thing ends..went to eat at banquet in greendridge shopping centre with some of the boys and went home...

today, woke up around 12..bathed, eat then vacuumed and mopped the house..clean here and there, then hog on the comp till 9+...chat, played games, listened to music, surf the net..then packed the things for school tomorrow and my school's gonna play our first game of the tournament tomorrow..am excited about it, hope i get to play..wish us luck..its gonna be Dunearn Sec vs West Spring Sec..that's all for now..goodnight!

bear
Sunday, February 8, 2004 10:57 p.m.

Sick
i'm sick..yes i am..argh! i hate this..i was late for school..because i had to take an old school bus, the one which goes real slow..i was early! but because of that stupis bus..i got late, so i decided to go home because if i were to go to school..most probably i won't get to go to class..so, reached home and explained to mum about what happened and she was ok with it *phew*..after that went to clean up my room..and fell asleep until erm, 1.15 i guess..then i sent my lil bro to school and went straight to the cck polyclinic..ah, lucky me there weren't many people there..had to check my temperature, register, waited for my queue number, met the doc, had my checkup, requested for mc, collect my medicines and mc and went home..and here i am now..i'm having my religious class tonight, don't know if i should go in my condition(chey chey, malas cakap malas je lah~)..maybe i'll go (chey chey, step baik plak~)..thats it for now..i'll blog again some other time..goodbye~!

bear
Thursday, February 5, 2004 04:38 p.m.

Boredom
argh!..boredom is killing me..its making me have headaches..people who i often chat with is not in msn..i'm bored..

woke up at 4.30 today..eat, cleaned the house abit..then hogged on the comp till now..i'm so very bored..school's reopening tomorrow, i'm so very lazy to go to school..i have tests tomorrow and wednesday and i have not studied..gonna do some revision later..and most probably i'll be having an early night..that's all..goodbye!

bear
Monday, February 2, 2004 08:30 p.m.

Yesterday and Today Part 2
ok alright...yesterday was erm..a boring and fun day..well, i had to leave home late for the Asthenia Gig as i had to finish some houseworks..it started at 3 and i left home at erm..3.30, isk..took the express bus from woodlands to tamp which is abt 30 mins..then took 292 from tamp..took the bus with fiza rudegirl,shidah mods,3 skinheads who didnt know where to drop off and 4 other punkrockers...obviously they were in groups..i was alone..so, in the bus..i was looking around looking for the CC and at last..we reached..called allif to tell apis i'm already outside..then we erm.."lepak" awhile at the mama shop, drink, smoke, then we went in..sat at the corner2 with allif while apis was infront taking pics..then 2 punk bands played..watched the punks moshed..i got quite sleepy but couldn't sleep..because of the loud music..then go out, came in go out, came in..sit2 around..laughed, joked..then the ska bands emerged..so we stood up and get ready to skank..didnt skank to the first song because apis was taking pics...the 2nd song comes and we started to skank..skank skank skank..then i bodysurfed!..isk, first bodysurf of the year..bodysurfed twice..then, after the band has played all the song we headed for home..took the bus the whole day..i enjoyed the gig..

met some people at the gig too like erm, ifah,yani,hariz,khairul,hafiz,TASYA! hehe..and somemore which i forgot..sorry!

anyway, today is hari raya haji..woke up late and missed the prayers..then erm..went to my granma's house in telok blangah first..stayed there for wuite a long time..erm, 2-3 hrs ++..then went to my other grandma's house in cck..stayed there for like 2-3 hrs also..got some green packets..$22+ i tink..what should i buy?..top-up card and mesh cap?...i'm so in need of these two..maybe i'll get them..that's all for now..goodbye!

bear
Sunday, February 1, 2004 10:04 p.m.

New Host
ah..i have a new host for my b/g now...thx to yanee for giving me a webby..anyways, today's a fine day..went to school as per normal..nothing much happened in school..came hme early..fetched my lil bro from school and here i am..that's it for now..goodbye!

bear
Tuesday, January 27, 2004 05:30 p.m.

Bored Again
2 days of holidays have gone..yesterday, went to ECP with my family and my aunts and my grandma..the place fully packed..i had never seen soo much ppl in ECP before..incoincidently, marina was there..budi and his friends were there too..i was bored..so met them at macdonalds for awhile..sat down and talk..then went back to where my aunts were..swam with my cousins..then went home..waited a long time for the bloody bus..my mum decided to take the cab to eunos and take the express bus..well, the cabs were all hired..but as soon as we got a cab..the bus came..what luck..so took erm..966 from eunos to woodlands..was quite a fast journey..then took 187 home..

well today was really really really boring..my mum,dad and lil bro went out to my grandmas house..my elder bros went out..and i was stuck at home..nothing to do..no plans..basically i did what i always do..clean the house..listen to music..chat with friends...especially sakeena..i LOVE chatting with her..we always have something to talk about..then eat and eat and eat..watch tv...One Leg Kicking was nice..touching..funny...i love it..thats all for now..blog again some other time..cheers!

bear
Friday, January 23, 2004 10:46 p.m.

Short.
alright..this is going to be a short entry...started the day off by being late for school...for the 3rd time..had to go detention..but it was postponed to tomorrow because we had a soccer match which no one told me beforehand..so asked my teacher-in-charge to talk to the DM to postponed my detention...then we finished school at 3pm because of the assembly which took alot of time..after being released, i went straight home..packed my things and came back to school for the match..played at 5.15 because we had to wait for the C boys game to finish..we played against ahmad ibrahim sec..draw the game 3-3..we actually won 3-2 but the ref was a sucker...sheesh..came home late..and now i'm here..gonna have an early night tonight..that's all for now..byte2!

bear
Monday, January 19, 2004 09:21 p.m.

New Layout!
Hello everyone...i've got new layout...thx tO APIS..thx alot mate..heh..apis helped me out with the layouts...since i didnt know how to make one..i asked hmim to help..and the least i contribute was ideas..yeah..just ideas..there's no more shmee...he's dead...nyahahahaha~!..

back to life..haven't been bloggin cos nothing much happened...school is ok..hw's done on time..for the first time in my secondary school life..sheesh..had a soccer friendly match 2 days ago...with serangoon garden sec..we draw the game 2-2..but then had to go home on our own cos our teacher-in-charge book the bus from 2.30-5.00...and the game ends at 5+..so we went home from ang mo kio..some took cabs some took the bus..dats all for now...i'm bored..bye people..

bear
Sunday, January 18, 2004 04:49 p.m.

Sheesh.
Dear Shmee,
i didn't attend school again today...two days in a row..sheesh!..i feel so lazy but i still want to go to school...2 days...i'm missing so much education...haiz..whats happening to me..i'm soo bored right now..woke up at 7.30..and got lectured by dad and mom..go school lecture..didn't go school also lecture...but its better to be in school...so bored so bored...i hope my parents allow me to go to my soccer training later..at least i spend a few hours out doing something good rather than hog on the comp the whole day..that's all for now...i'll blog again later..goodbye!

bear
Wednesday, January 14, 2004 01:03 p.m.

Bored
Dear Shmee,
i'm really bored so i decided to blog..nothing's been happening much..erm..didn't go to school today..i was too tired...too tired even to hear 3 alarms..2 alarms set on the hp...and on-ed to level 5...and 1 alarm on the radio-clock on-ed to the max volume..sheesh..then while i was sleeping..suddenly i heard my mum's voice...shouting and screaming at me..i had to wake up for awhile and get back to sleep..few hrs later woke up,bathed,eat and dad comes home...and it was his turn to scream and shout at me..after that i had to send my lil bro to school..

after that came home and hog on the comp...watch tv..search for food..and fetch my lil bro back from school...wat a boring day today..finished my maths hw with the help of marina..then i tink i'm gonna sleep early tonite..depends on wat time my 2nd bro's gonna go back to camp...sheesh..talking abt him...i got my $50 from him today..weeeEEEeeee~!..so i'm gonna buy erm..school shoes,mesh cap,some books i need maybe...and some useful things..that's all for now...byte2 peeps!

bear
Tuesday, January 13, 2004 09:59 p.m.

ok
Dear Shmee,
school has been ok this week..except that i was late for school twice..and to make it worse..this year,we can only be late three times for one year not for one semester..and also..i've been getting sleepy in class..even though i slept BEFORE 12..anyone got any ideas on how to keep myself awake in clasS?, if you do..tag me ok..i don't want to sleep in class during lessons anymore..

basically this week..school is really fine but i don't have books..the school bookshop has run out of A4 size exercise books..and i need..erm..6 of them..by next week..i hope they have it on monday..and i've been having soccer trainings on monday,wednesday and tofay..which is friday..and today was the selections for the school...and i got GOOD NEWS...i made it to the team as a goalkeeper..but a 2nd choice..as in a reserve..at least i made it to the team..1st time in 4 yrs i made it to the SOCCER team..i played twice for sepak takraw..

i was really happy that i made it...i trained hard and beat 4 other goalkeepers..but sadly next yr..if i make it to sec 5..i won't get to play..why??, cos i'll be 18 next yr..overaged lah..sheesh!..anyway, after training today..our teacher-in-charge treated us to canadian pizzas...he bought 2 XL pizzas..and got 2 more for free..so i'm in the school team..i have to divide my time..anyone would like to give me a helping hand when i need help in my studies?, if you do..tag me ok..i'm supposed to play takraw with my friends tonight since its friday..but i'm tired..and happy too..heh...that's it for today..blog again another day..cheers!

-=bear=-
Friday, January 9, 2004 08:03 p.m.

School.
Dear Shmee,
hello...lets talk abt..erm...SCHOOL!..ok ok..first day of school was last friday..it was ok..went fine..i have new teachers..mixing with new ppl..in a new environment..heh..2nd day..which is today..erm..started studying some subs..and something happened to me...or rather the class..for the first time...2nd day of school..we had a relief teacher already...haha...so fast?..

anyway..school's making me tired because of the soccer trainings i have..i mean..morning we study..afternoon tough training..1st day of school..had training in the afternoon..the next day..training again..but that was "sec 1 cca orientation cum training"..and 2nd day of school...training in the afternoon again...but i have to come down for it cos i wanna be in the school team..and i've missed ALL the trainings during the hols..sheesh..i hope the tough trainings get me a place in the team..pray for me alright mates!..dats all for tonight..byte2!

-=bear=-
Monday, January 5, 2004 09:54 p.m.

Fucked Up...Bad Hair Days coming up..
Dear Shmee,
i felt the urge to blog...so i blog..anyway..today was a short day for me..woke up at 4.30..then hog on the comp..sheesh..tomorrow skool's reopening..and i had to cut my hair cos i'm going back to school..sec 4..retain..i feel soooooo fucked up..went to get a haircut at 8..reached there..i was lucky not so many ppl..it got many while i was waiting..anyway...after waiting..it was my turn..

so i went in..sat down and told the uncle..."cik,potong slope tapi tanak pendek sangat ar"...the uncle was so so so aksen sak..didn't say a thing..so i just kept quiet ar..then he cut and cut...and now its short!!!!...i felt like crying sak..never cut this short before..fucker ar that uncle..fuck fucking fucker..i don't feel like going to school already..arrrggghhhhh!!..that's all for now ar..i've to figure out wat hairstyle to have for school tomorrow..haizz~

-=bear=-
Thursday, January 1, 2004 09:16 p.m.

Goodbye 2003..Hello 2004
Dear Shmee,
ok..here's wat happened on my last day of 2003..woke up 8.30 in the morning..took a bath,packed my things and i'm off to my soccer match at jurong..the field near HuaYi Sec..reached there ard 10.10 am..and was shoked that no one arrived..me and yazid waited there..oh!..i went to the field with yazid..oops~..anyway..few mins later..they came..we changed and had our match..turns out we were playing against a team of err...gangsters??..anyways..had some arguements..but all ends well..no fights..and it ended at 1.40 i guess..got dressed and walked to the busstop with my teammates..and while walking..i had a BAD headache..sheesh..i felt like faintinf..but i was strong..haha!..so took the train to Dhoby Ghout to meet Apis and Mas there to watch....School Of Rock..at Plaza Singapura...

on the way there..in the train..i really felt like puking..but i tahan till i reached Dhoby Ghout..got out of there..met Mas and Apis..and went to the toilet..and guess wat...i Vomitted BLOOD!..yeap..blood..freaky siak..first time in my whole life..so..after a looooonnnnnngggggg time...i met mas...after 1 yr is it??...dunno ar eh..haha..anyway,its a really long time ar..after vomit2..went up to PS..then since it was early..sit outside PS awhile..while apis smokes..i eat kinder bueno bought by mas..thx!..and mas snapping pics using apis's digicam..his digicam small ar..nice..compatible..is that the right word?..nemind..so..its 4.05 and we headed to the theatre..Mas and Apis bought popcorn and coke..and the show begins...

the show is really really fun..i'm gonna buy a pirated cd of that and watch as many times as i can..fun siak..the drum solos's and all..woooooooohoooooo!...thx Mas and Apis for treating me to the movie..thx alot :D ...after the movie..i had to go straight home cos i'm kind of grounded..so..Mas and Apis took 190 with me..they went to eat at Lucky Plaza..and ard 7.10 i reached home..then bathed,eat,watched anak metropolitan..and sit in front of the comp till now..haha!..

and so 2004 is here..my new year resolution??...study hard,make it to sec 5..focus on studies and cca's..or rather,school lah..and erm...quit smoking??..yeah i'm gonna do dat..the price is going up lah..cannot tahan..to all smokers out ther who's still not 20..QUIT SMOKING..think abt ur future..i'm gonna try very hard to quit it..so thats it ar..once again..thx Mas and Apis for treating me today..have a Crappy New Year friends..may u have a good life ahead..sheesh,i wrote too much ar..like compo..ahahak...byte2!

P/S:the countdown concert on tv suck bigtime..those who went there just wasted money..and they're fucking racism..chinese song have..malay and indian song don't have??..wat the...~ and i love the girl in school of rock..the one who plays the bass...she's cute!

-=bear=-
Wednesday, December 31, 2003 11:38 p.m.

Bored
Dear Shmee,
i feel like blogging...so i blog..nothing much happened..have been sitting at home these few days..why??..cos i'm grounded..yeap i am...fucking bored ar..sit in front of the comp..stare the comp...eat...eat...eat till there's no food left...and now i'm still hungry...ish..

even the tv has no good programs..so bored..skool's reopening this friday..i mean..why friday??...better still open skool next monday rite..then skool the whole week..this week 1 day skool onli..aiyoo...stoopid lah..hmm..i don't tink i'm ready for skool cos...i've got no skool shoes,my skool pants are torn and no books??...thay say we got new syllabus..haizz..u might ask me to go buy...u buy for me ar..i got no money..wahahahaha...

anyway,its a new life for me this 2004..no more fooling ard..study hard..focus on studies and cca..hmm..i hope 2004 would go well..i hope i'd be hardwerking..i wish i wish..dats all for now..i'm really really bored man..ish!...byte2 ppl!

-=bear=-
Tuesday, December 30, 2003 10:20 p.m.

Yesterday and Today.
Dear Shmee,
lets start with yesterday..well,yesterday was my gig...The First Step..went jamming in the morning for half an hour..then went to JE mrt station to meet fad and the band..we promised to meet at 12.15 but we were late..reached there at 12.30 like that..sorry The Movement..anyway,we met jup there with dayah..then headed to city hall to meet The Movement again and shamiyah and mai..then we headed to Substation The Guinness Theatre..reached there at around 1.40..slacked outside the theatre for awhile then go eat at the coffeshop across the road..

and the gig starts

so,started off with great bands performing..i mean every band was good..real good..even though they knew they had cock ups but it wasn't obvious cos it seems like they're doing fine..after seating for like 3 hrs plus..it was our band..damn i don't feel like talking about it..but heck care ar!..Our Band..they called out for MINUS 0.62 rather then NEGATIVE 0.62..but nemind lah..then the show started...first song,started out fine..but shit happens..why does it have to happen????????..i cocked up..and i cocked up more for the rest of the songs..some were obvious..and i mean REALLY REALLY REALLY obvious..then some songs the tempo wasn't right...fuck ar!..but i had some encouragement after the gig..by friends..i'll do better next time..i hope i will..IF we get to play in a gig again..i tink the whole cock up thing is because..i injured my right knee last week..and i played in pain yesterday..yeah yeah,some of you might say these are all reasons to cover up my mistakes..but its true u fuck fucking fuckers..and also i was nervous cos its my first gig and i got stage fright..fuck!..didn't have the mood to mosh or anything after my band..

well,The Movement was great..perfect songs..fad told me he had cocked up a little..but i didn't see any cock ups..nice work you guys..headed home after the gig..

and now..today~

woke up at 12+..was sick..had a slight fever..didn't have the intention to go out but i was freaking bored..so i went to sentosa to meet my friends there..spent the day there..played soccer and all..then left the place at 7+ i tink..or is it 6+??..nemind~..then walked all the way to harbour front int to eat..yes,we WALKED..but it was fun..cos i had someone with me..hehe :D..like romantic like that..walk under the moonlight..by the sea..haha..anyways we ate at the coffeshop at the int..then took some pics here and there..and left at 9..took the train to JE..went to IMM cos dayah wanted to buy some prezzies for the christmas party at her workplace tonight..then i sent her to her workplace and went home..and i forgot..i LOST my mesh cap...don't know where..anyone care to buy me a new one??..plssss~..tag me if anyone wants to..hehe..and now i'm here..sick and tired..but i'm gonna use the phone later..hehe..call my ehem ehem..hohohohoho!..anyway,i've written TOO much..dats all for tonight..byte2!

PS:bye+nyte=byte!..haha..thx cuz for realising for me..

-=bear=-
Thursday, December 25, 2003 01:38 a.m.

my mistake...
Dear Shmee,
got my N level results today...i got 12 points..didn't qualify for sec 5...fucking sad..but it was my mistake..and its too late to regret..haiz..anyway, i'm gonna appeal to stayback...why??...cos the courses in ITE which i am qualified for sucks!..why??..cos i failed my maths..argh!!..everyone help me pls..ask God to get me a place in sec 4 in 2004 in dunearn sec..pls God..i don't know wat else to write..so i'll stop here..Gd Nyte everyone!

-=bear=-
Friday, December 19, 2003 12:53 a.m.

an injury to my knee...
Dear Shmee,
nothing much happened lately except for yesterday..had soccer training yesterday morning at the field at taman jurong..it was tiring..but worth it..got to improve my goalkeeper skills..learnt some new things too..but but but...while training..i injured my right knee..i was attempting to dive out to save a ball..and when i fell..my knee hit a rock..real hard..now its swollen..and my mum says maybe its "retak" or crack i tink in english..haha...

anyway, now i'm worried abt my gig next tuesday..questions running through my mind..can i play on the gig?..who'll replace me if i can't?..its damn nearing man..have not went jamming this week...got to jam real soon..and see how it goes...God, pls help me, make my knee feel better..heal it by next tuesday...everyone pray for me okai?...i've got to go now..gd nyte everyone!..byee~!

-=bear=-
Wednesday, December 17, 2003 01:11 a.m.

Tiring..but fun...But Really Tiring~...but but really really fun!
Dear Shmee,
its been a long time since i've updated..the reason is i've been busy..i guess..and nothing much did happen...

anyway, started the day badly today cos~..firstly i woke up late for my soccer match which i didn't go to..but lucky i woke up late cos me, my mum and my lil bro had to meet my aunts and relatives at pasir ris at 11 am...why??...cos we're gonna have fun..where??..The Escape Theme Park!!...weeeEEEEeeee~! its been a long time since i went there..so, here goes the story of today~

Met uo with my aunts and all at pasir ris at 11 or so i guess...and then took bus number 354 to Downtown East...one of my aunts bought the tix..and we went in...first stop...Go-Kart!- i really enjoyed this very very much cos its the only place in SG where i can race..nyahahaha~!..ride the Go-Kart for like...3-4 times cos the queue was really long and we had to wait between 30-40 mins before it was our turn..first it was 3 of us..me and my 2 other cousins..then it became 6..since there were 6 Go-Karts..we raced each other...it was more like Road Rash for me cos of the bumpings and vulgarities..haha..

then it was the Cadbury Inverter..it was real fun too..took the ride like 5-6 times..till we felt giddy..after that..we went to the indoor coaster...err Panasonic something something uh..it was a really long wait..but it was worth it..real fun...everything there was really really fun...you ppl shuld go there one day with your friends..there were more rides that we took...left the place feeling really really giddy..cos we took the err...Yakult something something...its when we lie stomach down..and spin round and round...like Superman who has got nothing to do...enough said for now..my parents are already blabbering..blog again another day...Gd Nyte!

-=bear=-
Thursday, December 11, 2003 11:48 p.m.

More Fun!
Dear Shmee,
after a few daes of Boredom at home, i went jalan raya with my malay class classmates yesterdae..it was really fun cos i get to meet my frens whom i've not seen for a long time..some had changed..some stayed the same..

anyway, everyone met up at 10am, or rather between 10-11am yesterdae at boon lay int..then we headed to dayah's house..and oh!..there were 34 of us initially..then after dayah's house we were left with 31 and it became lesser till erm...28 i guess..but its still alot..then some fights broke out..heartbreaking stories came in...but it was really really fun although the cash was REALLY REALLY sikit...what is sikit in english uh??...forgot already..sorry..haha..

later on at night..at rizal's house..redza told us ghost stories in the lift..and guess what..incoincidently..when the lfits open..jufri was standing there..and everyone in the lift was shouting..it was really funny..and then everyone was afraid to go home alone...but at the last house..yusoff's father kindly volunteered to sent 12 ppl home as it was the most number of person that can fit into the van..but, there sure is more, maybe they squeezed in..so we decided he sent the girls home..some of the guys walked from yew tee to BP..as for me..i took a cab with ikhsan,syahamah,siti and khaty..

so dats all for now..maybe i'll blog again tonight..adios~

-=bear=-
Thursday, December 4, 2003 02:40 p.m.

Fun!
Dear Shmee,
well, today i had to wake up as early as 8.30 as my family had to be at my uncles place by 10 cos my aunt booked a pvt bus to go visiting with my paternal family...i had a great time..especially meeting my cousins..it was havoc..with my uncle's jokes in the bus..and the younger kids playing ard...and the whole day..i was sms-ing with seh*..haha..my p.paid got really low but..i'd do anything,just to hold her in my arms...wahahaha...just kidding..we're just frens :D...while sms-ing with her, we coincidently met at tamp..but we didn't meet lah..just see-see from far :(

i also took some pics with my cousins digicam..since he brought it with him..i took advantage of it..nyahaaha~!..i'm gonna put it up here when i get the pics and when CIKGU APIS teaches me how to..we went to lotsa houses and so the cash was coming in fast..haha..but i haven't counted how much i got today..

we ate alot today..and i was like so very full..haha..haiz..tired man but i still wanna chat..and i don't feel sleepy..so dats all for today..nyte!

-=bear=-
p/s: i'll put up my pics soon..
Monday, December 1, 2003 12:34 a.m.

Hmm..
Dear Shmee,
i woke up late today..as usual, at ard 1.30pm..woke up and 2 of my aunts was here..then went to my room and found out my cousins were playing the comp..so i let them carry on as they don't get to play it everytime..then shit happens..the comp hanged..i closed the door of my room and........."cheebye!"..i shouted to them..haha...my comp was just reformatted and they made the comp hang..frustrated man..but it was ok after restarting it

Then we went out, me,mum,dad and my small bro, go jalan2..today is the first day we went out jalan2 as my dad had to werk from the 2nd day of raya..don't as why the first day raya never go jalan2, am tired of explaining...it went ok till we reached the 3rd house..i had a headache..how?? i don't know...then my bro's wallet got lost in a cab or somewhere..it contained my mum's ez link which was just topped up few days back and some of his duit raya..sedih man..and then we continued to jalan2 ar..but my headache didn't ease off..it got worse..damn..slept in the cab all the way from cck to bp..so i guess i had written much here..too much i guess..Nyte!

-=bear=-
Saturday, November 29, 2003 11:46 p.m.

Quite A Nice Day...i Guess~
Dear Shmee,
to start off i had to wake up early today cause' i had to attend friday prayers at ar-raudah with jufri..and to worsen the day, the bus i was in brokedown and the freaking driver didn't tell us anything until the next bus came..then after the prayers we went to 'pasar biru' which is somewhere in BB to alter our pants..it costs me $24 to alter 4 pants, but its really worth it..then came home and hogged on the comp till 7+..went out to buy some food and durians!..damn i like durians..

later at ard 8 i went to play takraw with my friends as usual, it was fun as usual till some mat2 wanted to play soccer with us..so we agreed and played ard with them, they're quite nice but rough..well, some of us did became frustrated with them..but kept quiet abt it as to not have any fights or anything..then headed home at ard 12.15..and here i am now (",)..so now i wanna go eat and then bath and then get some sleep i guess..byee!

-=bear=-
Saturday, November 29, 2003 12:28 a.m.

My First Entry...
Hello everyone, well this is it..my newly done blog..i wouldn't have done it if not for the help of APIS and MASH..thk you both alright..that'll be all for now..i'll write more entries another day..Gd Night!

-=bear=-
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Thursday, November 27, 2003 11:52 p.m.